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Feb. 2nd, 2004 05:20 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
vintage_belleSo, yeah, now I'm almost completely positive that I've got both Toshiya and Shinya pissed off at me. It really didn't help that I walked ahead ><;;
I'm fairly certain Toshiya was already angry at me, though that was denied. We had made plans to go fabric shopping/looking today, and I wasn't sure that she still wanted to go. She said she did, so I put on my coat and started walking -- I wanted to get there fast so I'd still have time to go to karaoke with everyone else. But she and Shinya had stopped to talk to other people. So I waited on the stairs for them, and then suddenly Shinya was trying to knock me off/glomp me. So I started walking. And kept walking. Bushraa caught up to me as she was leaving and we walked some more. Only then did I realize that Toshiya and Shinya were not there anymore. But Bushraa and I walked to the train station, anyway, hoping that they would catch up like everyone else. Turns out they went to the other end of the train station, or on to 59th. I got off the train at 42nd to wait, and waited until 3, then I bashed my head against one of the subway poles a few times and got onto the next train, heading down to the karaoke place, where I sat dispondently and sang "Ain't Afraid to Die" and "Pure Snow", and thinking all the while that now I've got both Toshiya and Shinya angry at me and have no idea what to do to make it better.
I'm fairly certain Toshiya was already angry at me, though that was denied. We had made plans to go fabric shopping/looking today, and I wasn't sure that she still wanted to go. She said she did, so I put on my coat and started walking -- I wanted to get there fast so I'd still have time to go to karaoke with everyone else. But she and Shinya had stopped to talk to other people. So I waited on the stairs for them, and then suddenly Shinya was trying to knock me off/glomp me. So I started walking. And kept walking. Bushraa caught up to me as she was leaving and we walked some more. Only then did I realize that Toshiya and Shinya were not there anymore. But Bushraa and I walked to the train station, anyway, hoping that they would catch up like everyone else. Turns out they went to the other end of the train station, or on to 59th. I got off the train at 42nd to wait, and waited until 3, then I bashed my head against one of the subway poles a few times and got onto the next train, heading down to the karaoke place, where I sat dispondently and sang "Ain't Afraid to Die" and "Pure Snow", and thinking all the while that now I've got both Toshiya and Shinya angry at me and have no idea what to do to make it better.
I did get that bed stuff. Maybe I'll put up pictures later.
New school stuff. New schedual. AP English and American History (same teachers, blech), Living Environment (new teacher, blech). Lunch is once again fifth (now with Shinya, Melissa, and Maria! Yay!). Health as well (::rolls eyes::) and my usual four periods of tech at the end of the day. Joy. It doesn't help that I'm gonna be stuck at school for the rest of the week for stupid Winter Dance.
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Date: 2004-02-02 06:19 pm (UTC)