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Jun. 9th, 2008 06:55 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I have taken my last final. After I hand in my last project to Professor Frielund tomorrow, that's it. I'm done with college. I'm done with school.
I picked up my cap and gown today.
I'm not entirely sure how I feel. Accomplishment, I suppose, because I'm done, but I'm also done. For the moment I have nothing planned. Not grad school, no job, nothing. I've never been much for thinking about the future. Now it comes to bite me in the ass, I suppose.
Oh well. I'll figure something out eventually.
And I need to learn to stop speaking so soon. Dad was readmitted to the hospital last night, with a fever from an infection. He may not make it out for my graduation. Mom keeps telling me that he's feeling strong, but ... everything is so touch and go.
I never thought I'd live through something like this. I hate it. I just want him to get better, and who knows if he ever will? It was really hard seeing him in the hospital four years ago when this first started, and it's not gotten any better.
I picked up my cap and gown today.
I'm not entirely sure how I feel. Accomplishment, I suppose, because I'm done, but I'm also done. For the moment I have nothing planned. Not grad school, no job, nothing. I've never been much for thinking about the future. Now it comes to bite me in the ass, I suppose.
Oh well. I'll figure something out eventually.
And I need to learn to stop speaking so soon. Dad was readmitted to the hospital last night, with a fever from an infection. He may not make it out for my graduation. Mom keeps telling me that he's feeling strong, but ... everything is so touch and go.
I never thought I'd live through something like this. I hate it. I just want him to get better, and who knows if he ever will? It was really hard seeing him in the hospital four years ago when this first started, and it's not gotten any better.
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Date: 2008-06-10 02:29 am (UTC)I'm really happy that you're graduating =) The slacker in me is jealous *needs to get her butt in gear*
I'm so sorry to hear about your Dad. I wish I could offer some words or something to help you through this but, alas, all I can offer are e-hugs =(
*hugs*
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Date: 2008-06-10 02:37 am (UTC)It's so weird, though. 6 days~!
Thanks for even wanting to do something <3
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Date: 2008-06-10 02:41 am (UTC)I can't even imagine how crazy/exciting that must be! =)
<3!
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Date: 2008-06-10 02:52 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-06-10 03:07 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-06-10 03:11 am (UTC)I hope everything gets better, especially about your Dad. Don't give up, okay *hugs*
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Date: 2008-06-10 03:30 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-06-10 03:24 am (UTC)I will keep your entire family in my prayers, hon. *big hug* It's not much, but it's what I've got. ♥
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Date: 2008-06-10 03:31 am (UTC)It's hard to believe I got here. I'm mostly worried because dad can't work and mom retired, so ... :/ I'll get over it. I have to come up with something, after all.
Thank you again <3 *hugs*
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Date: 2008-06-10 05:17 am (UTC)oh honey. your dad's still in my prayers. i wish there was something i could do, but i'm no miracle worker.
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Date: 2008-06-10 02:33 pm (UTC)Apparently neither is the hospital. Well, it all remains to be seen.
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Date: 2008-06-10 01:04 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-06-11 05:12 am (UTC)CONGRATULATIONS ON BEING DONE. :D
Even if you don't have anything planned yet, you'll make it through. Things will fall into place.
As for your dad... I know it's hard to have faith and keep going but... Things can get better. I hope they will. I hope with everything I have that they will. My mother has been in and out of the hospital a lot so I know how frustrating and scary it can be but...But we're all here to support you (and your family!) through the tough stuff. I have lots of love to give to you~ ♥ ♥
/TL;DR COMMENT. Jesus. XD Ignore me.