We're at half

[vintage_belle]

It's now 7:00 - house is open for Les Miz. The show should start at 7:30 if all goes well and no one's said "Macbeth" yet. Knowing the theater, however, it won't go that well and I'm quite sure we won't start 'till 7:45 earliest. The tech bear hasn't made its appearance, either. Paul is quite calm all things considered - I'm not sure if that's a good thing. Costumes are on the actors and quick changes are set, so I'm good for now. I'm even in the playbill as Student Costume Head. I feel so special =^-^= I'll have to go work stage left soon, though. During intermission or something maybe I can start work on that skirt I've been wanting to make. Or another tie. Eh. We'll see how it goes.

Gah, I can't believe I've put in almost two full months for this show.

[edit] I just had a thought ... why is it that there is nothing on this planet that finds me remotely attractive? I mean, seriously, not a he, she, nor it, has ever found me the least bit attractive at all. I've been "cute" every now and then (but that's another way of saying "pretty, but ugly"), I can't remember the last time I was "pretty" (the twins don't count 'cause they'd say that just to see me smile), and I've never once been anything even close to "beautiful". It's rather depressing, and it's bound to give me some serious complex or something by the time I hit college. *le sighe*[/edit]

Comments

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[strawberrysmile.livejournal.com]

Oh nuuu how saaaad!! Although I must say, I feel somewhat in your shoes too about not feeling appreciated. I am better than I used to be in elementary/middle school about it though. I do consider myself pretty attractive but what good is that when I recieve virtually no male attention. I have never gone out w/anyone in my life... Why does it seem like whenever I try getting to know a guy better he always sees me as just a friend!!! Oh I don't know how much more misery I can take... ú_ù

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[vintage-belle.livejournal.com]

I would like to consider myself attractive, and I know I'm not butt-ugly, but it's kind of hard to have a good self-image when it's never enforced by outside comments. Parents and grandparents aside, 'cause they don't count, I've never had any guy-friend, or even many of my girl-friends tell me that I look pretty or good. Just cute. I'm starting to understand how Kyo feels. I've only ever had one real boyfriend - and he never told me I looked pretty even on the obligatory-type occasions ;_; I'm starting to get really depressed by this.

[nekomancer.livejournal.com]

Okay from one person to another, you are remotely attractive. And I'm sure that other people find you attractive as well. Maybe some people are just too damn afraid of you to say something. After all you did scare the freshmen..

[vintage-belle.livejournal.com]

Um, what freshmen were those?

[nekomancer.livejournal.com]

I had overheard a conversation between some people about you sacring the new incoming tech majors or something... it probably was a joke or rumor...

Back to the subject now, you are damn sexy. I mean, you was freaking hot in the summer when it rained and you was like .... anyways you looked good.